I stayed up until midnight (who hadn't) watching the marathon of
Absolutely Fabulous on BBCAmerica with my mom, which was
extremely entertaining! Then, at 11:59, I quickly changed the station to ABC (America's BBC; HA, doesn't even come close) to watch the ball drop with Dick Clark and to my amazement, Clark's counting was off! When the ball hit the big "2007!" sign he was on 3 . . . geez, it was hilarious.
Well, anyways, on to the resolutions:
- Learn Japanese
- GET FIT. I need to start exercising or else I'll die at the age of 70. Our generations life expectancy age is 120-130! I don't want to die young. haha
And to the year in reflection:
My goodness! How far I have come since the beginning of this year! I still have a lot of maturing to do, no doubt about that, but at least now I know how to handle conversations (most of the time) properly. I can finally say that I know what being accepted into a social circle feels like, and at the very least, feel accepted! The unfortunate side of this is that some of the people who have showed me this, Kayla, Riza, Andrea, will be graduating, but some others, Adrienne and Connor, will be here for as long as I am. I have become comfortable with who I am and I've realized that I need to stop trying so damn hard! School is going to be school and most people are not going to change. I shouldn't try and push myself into situations in school academically that lead to failure, one of which was enrolling myself into an AP course in 10th grade. How stupid! If Katie Beckmann could do it, I could, I mean, I was a fairly good writer and so was she. However, I am barely pulling off a B in there, so it just wasn't worth it. I'm still taking AP Literature next year, but I'm wondering whether or not I should take any other AP classes. I realized that music is just not going to happen for me, as much as I love it, I just can't sit for eight hours straight playing on the piano. I'm going to have to do something in a career that involves social interaction, when it comes down to it. Traveling around the world with the piano seems good at first, but when I look deeper into it, it's extremely risky, and the truth is, do I really
want to do it for the last eighty years of my life? Heck, no! I want to be sitting there in a concert hall with balcony tickets in the Opera Hall in London or Manchester, listening to that glorious music with my friends. Do I want to be that musician who preforms brilliantly but is paid only enough to support himself and his significant other? No. Classical music just isn't supported in society as a whole any more and instead of trying to live off that measly support, I want to be the one giving it. If I could work in a place that provided me good money to the point where I could support a family and buy a nice vacation home in the country, then yes, I'm going to take it. Just as long as it's a job I like.
Unfortunately, the only bit of that that I learned last year was the bit up until the stuff about me being in a career involving social interaction. The other stuff I realized as I was typing it. But, it's the truth.
My musical career has been a fun journey, but it's going to end with my college graduation. I still have six years with it, however! : )