I have to abandon working on this:



for my Humanities project and the excessive math homework and take-home test I neglected. Damn it! :C

I totally forgot about my Humanities project! Blech . . I don't want to do it, but I know it's not going to be a big deal because it feels like Sunday to me and that we have school tomorrow when it's really Saturday and we have Monday off. Then, four more days until I am out of school and flying up to Maryland! :DD

I'm so happy because the new episode of D/P comes out on the Thursday before I leave, so I can download it and watch it on my flight up there. It is Masaaki Iwane . . the god of animation on pokémon! Hell yeah.

Anyways, school is basically over for me but my economics onine class started four weeks early? I don't know why . . but the teacher sent out an e-mail saying that we could start now if we wanted to and I was thinking . . "uh, no that's why I asked to start late June?" but it is whatev's. I still need to just about finish my physics before I start that :_____:

 I went into the BCC bookstore (where I saw Kate!) and they didn't have my books. They won't have them until tomorrow. :(

I like how I freak out over nothing. As I told Kara, I was freaking out over my Humanities exam as if it decided whether or not I was going to college. I just calculated what I can get to at least keep an A in Humanities and it's a 74 so I'm relieved. I mean, I know I'm not going to do as well as I usually do purely because I have absolutely no motivation whatsoever to study, but I can't get lower than that, can I?

Damn, now I have myself worrying again. x____x

 MY FAVOURITE WORK OF MICHELANGELO EVER:


YEAH GO MIKEY B!

 ugg today's Pocket Monsters was amazing ;___; I love Hikozaru and now that it's on Satoshi's team, it's just awesome. Shinji is a complete and total asshole and abuses his pokémon and I don't see how his others do not see that. I think they think it's a sign of repsect? I dunno.

Anyway, IRL. hahaha, uhhh I guess the end of the grading period was today and I got straight A's for my first report card. I got a 94 on my Humanities test, so that's good. Band is almost over which is super swell and I have some pre-calc homework to finish :p

I like. Love math, but not at this current hour. I'd rather be sleeping?

OH AND I LOVE MY ICON. It's from today's episode and I made it! SO CUTE AHH HIKOZARU :DDDD

 Aww man, so I guess I should talk about today? Well, usually after a day like this is over, most of the stress is lifted off my shoulders (figuritively speaking; but at the same time, I really think I do stand up more straight), however, today it just didn't really happen. Maybe it's because I still have tons of things that I have to be worrying about? At least they don't count towards anything grade-wise in school, I guess?

Well, my tests. First off, Humanities was like, super smooth. I was surprised (and a bit annoyed) because of the stuff I really studied for, only about half of it showed up on the test T___T I'm guessing like 95-100 range? Only because I think I might've gotten a Slide ID Title wrong . . I'll have to look it up. 
Then there's Pre-calc. Okay, unless I'm missing some horrible mistake, I only had a -2 (or something around that), so I'm thinking a 98, 99ish. Which I guess is good for a chapter test, and that is my highest quiz/test grade so far.

UGG LIT. The essay was really bad today. I went in and there were three prompts up on the board and we had to choose one. Well, I chose one that I thought would be really easy for me to write . . just, ug. Basically what happened was I wrote about everything I wanted to write about in my first body paragraph and then (since I didn't have anything to write about) my second body paragraph was just rambling. I really have no clue what I was talking about. I realized my downfall in writing essays is I get SO caught up on making a sentence sound "intelligent" that it bogs me down sometimes. This doesn't really happen too often (rarely at all), so I guess it wouldn't necissarily be a "downfall", but it's still stressful when you know what you want to say, but you just have trouble getting it on to paper.

But, my grade is high enough that I can take an 80 or an 85. Even a 75 probably wouldn't do much :/

I've got the PSAT on Saturday, it's to qualify for the National Merit Scholarship, but to be truthful, I don't really want to. I know that I probably will seeing as it's not that hard, but it's just ANOTHER thing to worry about. At least it won't be on my plate until December? ;___;

I also have to sign up for Personal Fitness, Economics, and AP MacroEconomics online, so don't let me forget please, 'cause I know I will *___*

Oh yeah, and an OM meeting on Sunday at home depot. Jesus Christ I can't wait 'till band seasons over so I can properly balance all of this.